Lawd have mercy at the mess I can get myself into. I can’t seem to get it right. All I wanted to do was help someone out. Be a friend and have a friend. But that backfired. I ended up feeling like a judgmental Christian when taking a drunk guy to church with me. My kids were mortified, I was embarrassed and he now thinks I’m an horrible person.
I am not a bad person but I refuse to have an alcoholic around me! I dealt with that for over 20 years! No way God would wend me back! I just hope and pray that he can get himself together. It’s a truly heartbreaking ordeal. I really do want to be able to help others. But, alcoholism is an instant shut down for me.
I almost vomited at the smell!! My daughter started crying because it reminded her of her dad. My oldest son was just in complete awe that a stranger would thing that was okay.
I knew though. I should have listened to my gut, it’s always right. My instincts were spot on with this one. But something in me wanted to see past to something better.
I gotta do better and keep myself out of those situations. It made for a horrible morning. Plus I was completely embarrassed at this new church.
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